Woops :$

Hey you,

I'm sorry that I didn't post anything in a while, but I thought no one would read my blog and that it would be a waste of my time. I realize now that it will take a while before people really going to read my blog.
This week I have 10 (!) tests, so I'm a bit busy. I think school hates me or something. But hey, I'll survive.
Sometimes it's hard to realize, but I'm glad that I have the opportunity to go to school. Thanks to school, I can get a good job and start a career. Now I think about it... I feel so selfish. There are so many kids who can't go to school.
I complain about how stupid school is, that I'm hungry and I can't go to the mall with my friends because I'm broke. And sometimes when I think about it, I wanna punch myself. Some people don't have food, can't go to school and have no money at all. The moments when I realize that sort of things, or when I see a picture of somebody from who you can count the ribs, I  wish I could do anything for them. Let them live with me, give them food or medicines. It makes me feel so powerless, because I know that I can't do anything at this moment. That's why I decided to be someone. Someone who isn't selfish and helps people who can't help themselves. I'm not sure yet on which way I want to help people. Maybe by  being a doctor in Africa, a teacher for kids who can't afford school, helping homeless people get a home or something like that. If I'm looking in a mirror, I want be able to look myself in the eyes, knowing that I'm helping people and that I'm not selfish... I hope that that day will come...

And you? Are you able to look yourself in the eyes? What are your plans for the future? Please leave a comment and let me know...

See ya!
xoxo Mizz_Maroc